Daughters Katy and Maggie and son-in-law Austin have gone back to the coasts – D.C. and San Francisco.
It finally snowed here in Minnesota (righting a cosmic wrong).
Christmas is over and I’m feeling the let-down. I’m sitting by the fire in our kitchen at dusk with a cup of hot chocolate as I write this. Maggie insists I call it hot chocolate instead of cocoa. No idea why.
The Christmas decorations are packed away til next year. Ornaments made with chubby hands and glue of love. Unusual baubles brought from far flung places. Decorations marking special times.
As I pack up Christmas I feel so conflicted…
I love and hate this time of year.
I hate it that it’s the end of my favorite season. The end of twinkle lights and anticipation, shining stars and awe-struck shepherds. Putting things away is such a mark of endings, while Jesus is the celebration of new beginnings that I love.
Jesus. Every-day grace and fresh starts. Every day. Not just at Christmas and not just at New Years.
As I’m taking down decorations and wrapping up the creche I get to thinking there’s really no way to pack Jesus away.
I think of this Frederick Buechner quote: Continue reading