“I made cookies for you guys, but I decided they weren’t good enough to bring, so I threw them out.”
I look around the circle of women gathered in the graciously appointed living room for Bible study as my new friend continues. “As I was walking out the door I told my husband, ‘I really don’t want to go. Everyone wears their designer clothes and I look like a slob.'”
I am so grateful for this out-loud honest confession, because it would have been easy for me (in jeans) to feel the same way. As it was, it prompted all the other women around the circle to share how each feels insecure or inadequate in some way (no matter how polished or glamorous they look on the outside).
We may impress people by leading with our strengths or a shiny exterior, but we connect with them through our vulnerabilities. And that’s what happened in the room. It diffused the power of “not good enough” and led to further discussion.
How often is this the voice you hear in your head? How often is this the refrain Satan taunts you with?
Do you remember what God said to Eve when she said she was afraid because she was naked? He said, “Who told you that?”
This is the crucial question my friends and I have learned to ask each other when we’re down in the mud and muck, discouraged by comparison or inadequacy.
What if we invite Jesus into the conversation? What are the true things that He would remind us of?
You are “My beloved” (Romans 9:15)
I delight in you. I rejoice over you with singing. (Zephaniah 3:17)
I chose you. (1 Peter 2:9)
I call you by name. You are mine. (Isaiah 43:1)
You are fearfully and wonderfully made. (Psalm 139:14)
You are My handiwork. I have good plans prepared in advance for you. (Ephesians 2:10)
Can we agree we’re all insecure and battle the “not good enough” voice in our heads sometimes? Let’s help each other with this. When you hear a friend disparaging herself, ask: “Who told you that? What is the TRUTH? What does Jesus say about you?”
One of the places that can promote joy, but can also be a comparison trap is Instagram, which is why I originally posted this there. I really, really want my Instagram feed to be a place that inspires, encourages, and delights. I want it to be lovely, fun, AND authentic!